Thursday, 23 October 2008
i'm getting overwhelmed
a hot bath helps a little and the arrival of some of our belongings helps a little, too. but the waking at night has started, stopped, and now begins again. hazy shadows at the edge of my mind blur and fade on waking. circular thoughts keep me from sleeping when i should and my throat hurts, my nose runs. bone tired, bones aching. i feel like i'm swimming against a tide that won't turn. the whole force of the sea wants to swallow me and i never learned how to swim.
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can't imagine what you're going through... but i hope things settle down for you soon and you're able to get some sleep.
I'm sure bubly and you will find the routine again.
wish I could help...we miss you all.
mom's back and i'v been showing her pictures so do keep them coming.
do they do Halloween there?
no hallowe'en, really. we've been searching for costumes since we're invited to a hallowe'en bbq, but it's rough going. pretty sad, all the christmas stuff is out in shops, but they skipped hallowe'en completely. where am i???
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